Out of the ordinary requests from the healing energies I work with are not surprising, and they are something I take note of as information or an indication of what might happen. The Goddess Isis has an altar in the corner of my room my client was to face towards. I asked Isis what was going on, but she did not give me any information. Only that my client's feet should be pointing in that direction.
I pulled the table a little further away from the corner thinking I would need to be able to stand there at some point. I still had some resistance and set the table up like I usually do with the head pillow in the corner.
When Jenna arrived, I felt deep earth mamma energy from her. I knew right away she wanted to have a baby. As she sat down, I almost blurted out, “Oh, you’re trying to have a baby”, but I kept the words in. We began talking about her intention for the reiki session. She told me she was indeed trying to get pregnant and wanted this session to help align everything in her body so that pregnancy could happen with ease.
After discussing the healing intention, I walked over to the table to show her which way to lay down and found myself switching the pillows around without even thinking. “Your feet will point towards this corner, and your head will be towards the window”, I said. I looked at Isis on her altar and asked the client how she felt about the spirit of Isis working with her. Often reiki clients only want reiki, so I had to be clear. I explained that Isis, amongst other things, was believed to have brought the wisdom of childbearing and midwifery to the humans in our earlier civilizations. Jenna said that sounded like what she was looking for.
I set our intention and as we moved through the session, I saw in my mind's eye the vision of Jenna in labor and giving birth on my table. Isis was the midwife standing at Jenna’s feet helping her with this process. I was informed by Isis that Jenna’s body was still holding onto the soul essence of several children she had miscarried. During the session there were a few moments of emotional release, sighs and tears, that I encouraged. I could see that Jenna’s body was releasing grief.
I did not share the imagery or the information with Jenna right away. I first asked if I could ask her a personal question. She said OKAY.
“Have you ever had a misscarriage?”
“Not that I’m aware of.”
From Isis, I heard a very distinct question Jenna was to ask her body.
“Jenna, I want you to ask your body if it has ever created and carried life. Do not look for the answer in your mind, look for it in your heart.”
Jenna asked the question and immediately said, “I am hearing yes.”
I explained to her that the information I was receiving about this healing indicated that we were clearing Jenna’s body of life force energy it was holding onto from previous pregnancies that had ended before she realized she was pregnant. I told her that I was being shown that her body still believed it was pregnant and was consequently not in the right alignment with creating any other embryos. The healing was essentially a process of her body energetically giving birth so that it could have a completion process around a loss it did not fully recognize it had experienced.
There were several more emotional releases during the healing session. I also saw in my mind’s eye a spirit gently working with Jenna’s head to help realign the energy of her body. While I had my hands over Jenna’s solar plexus and her right arm, Jenna’s head was being moved slowly back and forth as if there was a massage therapist moving her head for her. When all was complete, the session was closed, and I gave Jenna a moment to collect on her own.
When I returned to the room, Jenna was up and sitting in one of the room's chairs. I sat opposite her and asked how she was doing. Jenna was quiet and then said that she felt clear. She also asked if she had been moving her head during the session. I said yes, your head was moving from side to side. Jenna said that it felt like someone was moving it for her. I smiled and said that yes, a spirit had been working with her head and neck during the healing.
Jenna was noticeably moved. I told her that I believed her body now had the space and the freedom to create and hold new life. Jenna said that she felt that way too. I let her know that because she and her body were so ready to heal, the spirits were able to provide great depths of restoration at a physical and soul level. The healing session felt like an answer to a prayer her body had been praying for.
Jenna shared that it felt like the session was serendipitous and like something that seemed to come together at both a conscious and unconscious level. Jenna shared that earlier in the week for some reason she decidedly chose to have reiki. She had heard about me through her acupuncture clinic, reached out that Friday, and saw on my Instagram that I just happened to have an opening the next day (on a weekend day that I rarely work on). When I sent Jenna the articles about what to expect during a reiki session, the articles just happened to be articles I had written when I worked for an acupuncture clinic - the same clinic that Jenna goes to and had received the referral from!
Our bodies have a voice.
I believe that when we are listening to our body and to the spirits that are carrying the answers to our prayers, the solutions we are looking for show up without resistance, with great ease, and with all the signposts pointing towards the results we need.
Even when it looks like what we are doing is a bit backwards, trust will point us in the right direction.
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